How Can I Hide A Tongue Piercing

I'm tired. So tired.
to apologize even when I think I may be wrong.
not to receive even when you made me cry.
of illness for a mistake not mine.
to be humble.

It seems to me to have to go back 17 years, when emotions are not able to handle
and life is still something too big and incomprehensible.

Sometimes, instead of crying I wish I could slap
someone.